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August 29, 2008 07:20 AM EDT --
all of the things that keep me up at night
will pass away before I do
life is full of things
some things make me glad
and some make me sad
but aren’t they all just one big nuanced thing
along . . .
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August 23, 2008 08:49 AM EDT --
He was a man who felt like a small boy inside a man’s body
it worked out okay for him this way for the first 38 years
he was comfortable and cared for
he chose not to confront many adult realities . . .
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July 30, 2008 10:45 AM EDT --
I have so many advantages
I am on an unbalanced playing field
my life is as easy as falling out of bed
I was almost rich once
but now thats gone away
people are after me
they want their . . .
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July 16, 2008 10:36 AM EDT --
life is a poem
pain, joy, anger, love, hurt, wholeness
all things are necessary
but choose to let your energy flow to the ones that work for you
hold on to joy
let go of hurt
fulfillment . . .
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July 13, 2008 12:41 PM EDT --
I lay next to you
your heart touches my heart
I am so at home with you
the person that I am when I am with you is the best version of my self that I know
I don't have to . . .
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July 13, 2008 12:38 PM EDT --
this moment
is all I have
it belongs to me
this moment
is precious to me
when it's gone
it's gone forever
this day is my day to live here on earth in . . .
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July 13, 2008 12:35 PM EDT --
I wake up again with thoughts of you
warm and excited
I am feeling so much for you
it will be one week tomorrow since we first met
it seems like I've known you all my life
. . .
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June 29, 2008 10:12 AM EDT --
Oh love
oh love
a white hot star has landed in my life
two days!
I have never felt this before
I have loved before
but not with such immediate intensity
her form . . .
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June 24, 2008 08:53 AM EDT --
knowledge of my mortality
gives me a perspective on life
a little more serious
if only because I feel the importance of each moment
nothing should be waisted
mistakes will be made of course . . .
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June 20, 2008 09:46 AM EDT --
There is fog on the bay this morning
thick and white and intimate
hiding the distances and softening the colors
I just woke up
I need a nap
Noele cooked dinner at her house last night
really . . .
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June 18, 2008 12:27 AM EDT --
I think perhaps I am asking too much from [life]
do I expect to meet someone wonderful?
seems they are few and far between
I may never meet a mate that is right for me
one who is sexy and smart . . .
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June 16, 2008 09:05 AM EDT --
love thine enemies
the ones who hurt you the most
feel the pain
each moment matters
even under the dentist's drill
my life is precious
I will live, I must live
in love
I grew . . .
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June 14, 2008 01:58 AM EDT --
How do I think of women?
are they people or objects
I feel drawn to them but when I get close I feel disappointed, even repulsed
I think of women primarily in terms of sex
there is some kind of . . .
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June 10, 2008 09:30 AM EDT --
I live in a place of great beauty and mild ugliness. I live at the edge of a giant city, where the city meets the sea. All cities are toxic and they can't help poisoning whatever they touch. So the . . .
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June 05, 2008 02:01 AM EDT --
Life is a poem
sometimes a dark poem
sometimes a stupid and wasteful poem
sometimes it is a very beautiful poem
the greatest poetry in the world is love
love is what we are all seeking
it is . . .
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June 04, 2008 09:26 AM EDT --
The end of regret
the beginning of honesty
moving forward
no looking back
I was dragging a huge sack of the past behind me
now I look at each moment and feel totally present
I feel alive and . . .
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June 03, 2008 09:17 AM EDT --
Be Honest. Tell your self the truth.
What is real?
What do you believe?
Separate what you wish were true from what you know to be true.
No wishful thinking.
No seeking comfort in fairy tails. . . .
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April 27, 2008 06:38 AM EDT --
Hmmmmm.....
Getting better? Seems like it's becoming more comfortable to be alone
I don't know
I have positive people in my world
I have people a situations that bring me great . . .
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April 25, 2008 09:13 AM EDT --
shame (feeling that others will judge me or assume there is something wrong with me because I am not in a relationship)
self hate
inadequacy
insecurity
pain
sadness (feeling unwanted)
lack . . .
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April 20, 2008 09:15 AM EDT --
grey cloudy sky
splash of red bleeding into the cloth
split by knife hook up the belly
despair of mouths that drip honey on the carpet
flies stick to lips
legs locked in rigor . . .
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