I AM NOT PERFECT

I am not perfect, far from it. I don't have many friends in this life, mainly the one's I have found on Gather. I am sometimes difficult, I admit that. I tend to expect people to treat me as I would treat them. I am not a bad person, I do expect certain things of my friends. Like returning my phone calls, not several days later or not at all. I think that is rude. I expect a reply if I send someone an email. Not the same day, I understand for what ever reason some people can't do that. But a reply sometime is only right. Yes, I expect these things from my friends, and I don't think I am wrong. If someone email's me, I get back to them as fast as I can, especially if it is important. I can't imagine someone cutting me off as a friend because of this, and another issue. But that is what happened to me this week. Because I said how I felt to someone about the email situation, poof! I am gone. I also don't have a right to change my mind, even though I do this a lot I admit. Because I joined a group, (Not on here) and then went off and went back on several times, I was told I was not allowed back on. I even did not want to go back to this group, but was asked several times by one of the creater's to come back, so I did. Then when I left again I was told I wasn't allowed back on. As I said I am not perfect, I make mistakes, maybe expect too much from people, but this is not right. I can only pray for those who have hurt me, and once again I will have a hard time trusting people.