So Matt has been calling me far more often since my birthday. He's called me every time something great has happened at work and even sometimes when he's needed to vent about something.
Tonight he called me driving home from a meeting. He got great news at work. He received permission to acquire another company, or hire the owner of the company to work for him for a large sum of money. The opportunities involved are incredible and he was explaining all of his options. On top of it, he sounded like he was in a fantastic mood which is rare these days AND we joked around for the other half of the conversation like we used to, about the things we used to joke around about.
Conversations like these, knowing that I'm the one he called first to talk about the good mood, knowing that he still has fun joking around with me, and knowing that he trusts me and cares about me -- I just don't know if these kinds of conversations are good or not. They make me feel happy. The cheer me up temporarily but when they are over, I crash back down. I miss him and these conversations make me miss him even more. But seeing as though he truely is my best friend, I don't know that I can shut him out of my life. He's the only person I trust 1000000% with everything. I don't even completely trust my mother or my girlfriends.
ARGH. I wish I knew all of the answers.
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Keep on going on ;-o or in your case just ride the wave ^^^^^^^^
I trust my husband more than my mother. Of course, she did steal my identity and open an account with my social security number...so, you do the math.
Well not everything, or you wouldn't be writing about it on here, right?
John - I do trust him 100000% with everything. And he knows that. Gather is a place for me to vent and chat. And he and I are both in the same position in regards to one another. So yes, I can write about it on Gather with him knowing. Just because I write on Gather, doesn't mean he doesn't know the way I'm feeling.
Keep on going on and ride the wave ;-o