A passage about my feelings of my Mothers last days.

This is something that I wrote while sitting next to my mother during her last few days here with us. She passed away from Pancreatic Cancer on July 23rd, 2007.. I really want and need to share this with everyone. PLEASE feel free to comment and even critique it if you think it needs it. I am planning on Publishing this in as many places as possible. So anything helpful IS appreciated.

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The memories, the fears, the love, and the future are all wrapped up in one train of thought. It's hard to separate them to think straight. I sit here and I watch, waiting for the inevitable. The last breathe to come and go, to take away your un-deserved suffering. The love in this room has got to be felt around the world. At least it is in my world. You may look through me now, but I can feel your love, your trust, and I can see our memories in my head as we sit here. I love you so much it hurts. But it hurts more to know that you are in pain and laying there waiting for God to take you home. I know this is all for a grand reason, I know God only takes those he needs to help him with his work. You are now going to be one of our beloved Angels watching over all you love from above. Making sure that we are all taken care of and that we are all on our right path in life. So when your last breathe takes you from us here and leads you to him, we will accept it because it is what needs to be done. What needs to happen for us all to grow, live, laugh, and love. That is what makes our lives worth living.