Thank you my gather friends for sharing another week with me! I am going to be honest here, so if you aren't in the mood for my honest ramblings, I understand and you do not have to feel obligated to read any further.
I have had a very bad week, emotionally. I have yet to get my head wrapped around all the changes that are having to be made by the addition of my daughter and her children moving in with us. I have more days that I simply want to run away from home or just quit breathing than I have days that I can actually enjoy. No, I am not suicidal. I'm not the type to just up and leave either. It is simply my coping mechanism kicking in to remind me that even though the thought may breeze through my mind, it will also quickly disappear. Even if it happens to visit me several times a day, there is NO danger of me ever following through with either thought.
There is a lot wrong in my life. There is also a LOT right with my life. Even when I complain, I do remember that there is things that make it all worth it in the end. Sometimes the stress just gets to be a bit much and I have to allow my steam vent to open a little to keep me from exploding.
I don't get to write as much as I would prefer and that does cause a lot of my stress. I know one day, I will find a middle ground or a way to allow myself to find a place and time that I can return to writing. Right now, I've been concentrating on some educational videos that I want to do. Hey, if I can't find a job, at least I can find a way to use my degree and still make money or help others, right?
Anyway, I'm through ranting now! I hope each and every gather member has a truly wonderful Sunday and an even better week.
My day will be spent working on a video for kindergarten. Want to share how you plan on spending your day?


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I know its hard to have family move back in, esp with kids. Everything changes
I had to move back in with my kids when my husband died, and it was a hard change for mom, and for me, cause then I became her kid again. It was a adjust ment for both. Mkae sure you have ""you"' time
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