The unadulterated truth is never welcome, from friends, family, anyone. We say we want the truth we do not. We want a version, the altered truth. I will not not adhere to this.
Shattered lies to many times. Listening to friends and families badgered, continually. Telling me what a good this and great that I was. Battered by the lies. I am who I am.
Belligerently I argue and bickered with my therapist today. Bolstered by the way I am, buttered up by everyone, "Loving" comments. He want me to except the comments.
I know I have blustered and blundered. My world does not consist of cashmere. It had centered in hatefulness and loathe for everyone and everything.
Than, unexpectedly, someone removed my brassiere, after that, a bar brawl; it dawned on me. I not centered. The very idea of Religion, was a thought I had forgotten. I began driving home, when I saw a huge light, lit up cross. I had heard it revered to the cross, "Table Rock."
While driving up the windy road, that is when I saw a sight. Something amazing was happening. About thirty people, I would say, were gathered in a sphere of influences by this cross, praying! It drew me into the realm, holding hands with perfect strangers.
In seconds, I begin to feel coherent, clear, of cloistered thought as if covered with love, free of my disdain of human nature. God fathered; by these people, I never met. My indifference, fled with every word-spoken, words like kindness, caring, devotion, loving all humanity.
I walked away dumb foundered, feeling alive for the first time. I began to attend the "Table Rock" Church; we arrived every Wednesday and Sunday. The love I felt was something I had never encountered. I felt empowered, unencumbered.
The Pastor, name Pastor Paul, told me that we all have faltered, but that every moment was a moment of change. That this Lord, God Almighty, fathered us all. That he possessed a love that flowered by the second, within us. Flowers, which will never withered.
Eventually, a change bloomed within me. A love that circumference me. I began to forgive, love my fellow man and God. I even have begun to love myself. I owe my newfound love for God to the chance gathering at "Table Rock".
"Cumbersome to unencumbered". Words: 389 
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Blessing from me to you and all mankind, God Bless, Amen.


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