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The darking clouds surround me
the clarity of life washed away
All belief and trust have vanished
one more manic held horrid day
My mind jumbled as mess of yarn
Tangles into knots of frustration
that is needless just a panic day
can't hide this deep depression
must pull out into the sunshine
that is the truth within my life
those mothers little helpers
I only skipped them for one day
With sunshine peace and happiness
I thought now I was so much better
so maybe I could go without them
The depression now seems even stronger
memories of the day's a friend realized she was bi polar
written from notes made during our one on one session
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Take care of yourself. The dark gloomy days of winter are hard on us enough without making it worse without meds.
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Kyristal you are right
Esther you know the silence of living alone sometimes is too loud but I love the solitude and I know the dark days will soon turn to spring.
Tonight it is finaly snowing such soft beauty
Well done!!
Desoree as long as she doesn't stop taking her meds she is pretty leve;l
There are some days I am a little off lol but every one has those days Thank you Jared thank you!
we all do well though with a bit of gathering
I am glad you feel that way amanda
It can be very hard roberta untill your meds are right you can feel they are just taking the YOU away
very true Janell so very true