Waiting...

Patience is a very difficult concept for me. So, it is very frustrating to have to wait. Alas, here we go again.

Terry and I are trying to have a baby (YIKES!!). We had no luck the first month, a very early miscarriage last month, and are now in the agonizing two week wait (TWW in fertility speak). It was only because of my impatience that we knew that I was pregnant last month. Thanks to early pregnancy tests, we know if we "passed our test" much sooner that a missed period. I miscarried a few days after my period would have been due. My doctor assured me that it was completely normal and such losses probably happened in up to 75% of conceptions. He said the good news is that we know we are fertile and everything is in working order. Although I wasn't that upset, I was disappointed. Dr. B said we could go ahead and try this month without any negative effects.

So we are back to the waiting game. A game I suck at. I would like to say that I will not test early again, as not to be disappointed if the same thing were to happen again, but that would be silly. Of course I will test early. I just hope time, we have a healthy, 'sticky' baby!