well, today is the first day in a while that i havent been blowing chunks all the time. I did a little when i woke up, but all day I've been good! I even held some ham down... mmmm... ham.... lol. I broke up with david 2 nights ago cuz it just wasnt there between us anymore, and i dont need that right now... its just me, my mom, my cats, and the baby. Now if the dad breaks up with his teenage fling and wants to get back with me, i'm all for it, but for right now i dont need to stress or worry about anything but being healthy and bringing this child into a stress free environment. My mom's been on a cleaning spree, even cleaning MY room! I'll be taking a nap and wake up and part of my room is cleaner.. lol! then i walk in the kitchen and its almost spotless! i looked at my mom and she was like "well, i had a cleaning moment, dunno why". lol. and of all days, the day she has to go back to work! lol. she stopped cleaning at about 6 pm tonight, and had to go in at 7:30! she's been cleaning all day and yesterday... But nothing really new is going on... my boobs still hurt, i'm still tired, not as sick, and its hard without my meds... reeeeeally hard... the other night i felt like i was having a heart attack it hurt so bad in my chest, but it was just a full blown panic attack. My rages have been good lately, and i've had some mood swings, just not bad ones. I go to my psych doctor on wed for an emergency app. since i'm prego now. Last week i was stripped of my meds till i could see the doc. Luckly my PTSD hasnt kicked in... cuz it hurts that my daddy's not around for my first, makes me a little jelous of my brother cuz he was around for my niece for 5 years... but even know he's not here in person, I know he's still around. ooh! i came out with names! its either gonna be Katheryn Mae or Sean William =D but i guess I'm gonna piddle around on the internet and try and make a little bit of spending money. laters and ty for reading!
<3 Krystal and Katy/Sean
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