She was so young so full of life, tho never a stable ground. From house to house, town to town, state to state she goes. Never any time to make a friend. Whats the use she'll move again. Quietness engulf her as time goes by. Everyone thinks she is shy. No one sees the pain she hides,as another move has gone by. She reaches to God without any a clue on what to do. She knows He's their but what can He do. She sleeps at night with tears in her eyes, wondering what will be the nexy surprise.
She wakes one mornig another move, but wait somethings wrong,someones missing, life is all new. No father around to say good night. Only her mom. Life is becoming a fright. So many strangers coming in and out. She never questions what it is all about.
She suffers abuse from her uncle while young. Her mother hides it and tells no one. Where can she turn, where can see go. No one is their so she wonders alone. Another abuse from one her mom holds dear This tmes its her fault shes out of there.
A new home and family this shes use to. Some more abuse. What is new Will it ever stop she wonders. Secretly she trys to leave it all only to fail and another day come.
Soon the child services step in another home and family begins. They show love but she is scared. She has built a wall for all to beware. She will not love. She feels no joy. Tho the try she feels like a toy When will they move her again you see? When will the get tired and see? She is no good. She is so bad. To be rid of her they should be glad. Instead they fight and day by day the teach her love in other ways.
She learned of love. Shes learned of pain. Now she learned in life its all the same. She stil wants out of this busy world. She still wants free from pain and shame. She still reaches to God in Love for in the End she knows its Him who will rescue her.


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