I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!! (ranting)

I am tired of everyone underestimating me.

It's like I don't have enough ability or anything. It's like I don't even excist or matter.

It's like nothing I do ever makes a diffrence. No matter how hard I try it's still not good enough.

Nothing I ever do is good enough.

Everything always has to be perfect for you, well face i'm not perfect.

I have had enough of this messed up life.

No one seems to care, you over look me, everytime I try to do something it's never enough.

Well I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!!!

I am spiritually, an physically tired.

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!

I feel as though I am locked in a cage, an I watch myself mess up but I cant do anything to stop it.

An I can't reach her!!!!

None of this was meant at anyone personally.

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Carol P. Jun 6, 2007, 10:37am EDT

Sorry for what you are going through Leslie. I am glad to see that you are getting out your frustrations.

I don't know your situation, but we have to remember that we have control of our own emotions. Others can only hurt, judge, etc. as much as we allow it. If you refuse to let this happen...then what they say or think is just that...their opinion.

I speak from experience. I have had to put up a very thick shield and not many people can get through. Protect yourself. Stand up for who you are.

It really doesn't matter what others think, you can't change it anyway. So, live life at your best and do whatever it takes to be happy...for you. That's what it's all about...being happy. :-)

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Lisa Frost Jun 6, 2007, 10:47am EDT

You need to start by deciding that you are good enough for you. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do. Sometimes, I am still trying to remember that fact. I was always judging myself by others standards, and others by my own. Don't do that to yourself. You know what you can do. You know what you can improve if you are honest, and you know what is just being you. Let go of anything else. God loves you for who you are and created in you a unique person, and that is the person He wants you to be. He has a special reason for you, and He wants you to be the best you can be, but He doesn't want or expect you to be more than you are and that is a Human living under the Grace of our savior Jesus Christ. I pray you find Peace today, and continue to grow in your walk with HIM.

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Tara R. Jun 6, 2007, 12:29pm EDT

I care, Leslie. With God in your life your potential is unlimited. The power of God should never be under estimated. I am so glad that we have connected. I truly believe that it was part of God's plan in both of our lives. I care and I am here for you.

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Apryl Just Apryl Jun 6, 2007, 1:39pm EDT

It sounds like you need a few "Be Good To Yourself Days". Everyone needs to remind themselves of their worth and love of self.

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Kristen D. Jun 6, 2007, 6:03pm EDT

Yes, Les, please listen to the good advice above. You need to worry about YOU and stop worrying about everyone else. If its not something you personally can't fix or change then it isn't worth the time it takes to worry over it. You can only control your own reactions and emotions, your own words and actions. Don't worry about everyone else. You can't do everything so let go of the things you cant do and concentrate on the things you CAN.
I do care about about you - a LOT. But you are human just like the rest of us. You can't be perfect or everything for everyone else. All you can be is yourself for GOD. His is the ONLY opinion that truly should matter.

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ADD MY NEW ACCOUNT:graceless22.gather.com P. Jun 6, 2007, 6:09pm EDT

Thank you all so much for the care.
Carol thank you I know it doesnt always matter but it hurts.
Lisa F. that is fabolous advice. I think I do need to do that.
Tara R. yes it is nice that we are connected an talking I always feel better.
April L. I might just do that...you know dissapear for a few days do something peaceful an relaxing.
An Kristen D. I know you care....sometimes I just get wrapped up in how bad everything is. An I know im human. An all that you said there. How many times have u said all that, now??? LOL
Thank you all so much...to listening to me rant.

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Latasha W. Jun 7, 2007, 10:05pm EDT

Leslie, are you feeling better today?

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