I am not doing so well right now.
I am feeling very depressed, an hurting right now.
I was just wondering if anyone would be willing to pray for me.
See right now i'm feeling a little suicidal, an Im hurting an I dont know what to do.
Im kinda scared.
I know Jesus loves me.
But I have depression since I was seven years old, an its something I feel I drag with me everyday, an today is a bad day.
I was just wondering if anyone was willing to pray for me.
Leslie


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There is a saying that "Heaven helps those who help themselves" be willing to step forward and help yourself in the best possible way.
1.800.suicide ,or,
1.800.273.talk
They could probably give you much more help than I could here on the computer.
Tell me you'll call them.
I know it hurts. If you can decide to let it hurt, without acting on the impulses for a little longer, with the right help, you could feel so much better than you do right now... Hang onto that hope, if you can. And call, if you're feeling like acting on any impulses.
Even when you're feeling lonely, know that you have millions who love you in Christ. The promise of the bible is that when we receive Jesus, we are automically his children and are brothers and sisters in Christ, striving to be "like minded." Reading further, you will see that Christ was overjoyed to make himself nothing for our sake, even until death on a cross. The good news, however, is that his love and sacrifice is not where it ends. He is a hero and a conqueror who is coming back to set all things right. "And at the name of Jesus, every knee shall bow and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord." There is no problem or emotion that he hasn't already overcome. Today may be bad -- have faith that tomorrow will be better. Read every scripture you can about who Christ is -- helps me take my mind off myself and fall more in love with Him, knowing that He is the one who is always faithful, can be trusted in any circumstance.
I am happy to pray for you. God connects believers together through his Holy Spirit -- You are not alone!! Let me know any way I can help -- Love, a sister in Christ, Kathy.
I will pray for you.
Lord Jesus, lift my sister up from the pit as she cries out for help. Deliver her to a new place where you want her to be, and to do your will.
She has professed your Holy Name, and will be lost without your help. Do not let your suffering for her go in vain.
In Jesus Holy Name
Amen
There is a place you can call that will pray with you on the phone. The call is toll-free. They are called Silent Unity. Call 1-800-NOW-PRAY (669-2279).
Hang in there sweetie!
I wish I would have read all your posts when you had written them. I would have been praying for you sooner. But I am praying for you now, and I will continue to do so.
After reading all your posts, I took out some things I've learned about you. I want to present them to you in one place. Sometimes it's hard to see who we are in the big picture; I think this will make it easier for you. I hardly know you, and I know that there would be soooo much more to add here if I had known you all along, like those who know you personally. And yet, look how many wonderful things there are about you that even someone who hardly knows you can easily see.
First, you're an ex- "atheist who became a believer" (paraphrased). This says so much about you. You are a child of God, a beloved daughter of the "King of Kings". You have an awesome future ahead of you, beyond anything you could ever imagine.
"Hiding the broken pieces in the shadows and now I finally brought them in the light"; you have incredible strength of character, spirit and heart.
"I can sing really, really good. I am a great listener. I can dance. I know how to make someone smile, even when they're really upset. I look OH so fabulous in blue!!!!!!!!!" You are obviously talented and compassionate.
"My little sixth month old cousin his name is Levi...he is just so sweet... He puts a BIG SMILE on my face. My three best friends who are like family to me, and their parents their all my family...and they make me SMILE!!!! My church family... SMILE'S. My best friends....always put SMILES on my face. My dearest a greatest friend Jazmyne… I love her very much… She is a very great friend. My wonderful youth leader (HEY KRISTEN D.) …my youth leader's daughter, singing in the most beautiful voice with all her heart ....you've touched my life in such a wonderful way. a seven year old sister… I still seem to get worried about her…" How many people you have shown who love you, and who you love in return, and I'm sure these are only a few, that there are many more. Look at all the people here on Gather who have responded to you, they also care about you.
"I am doing some volunteer work this summer…around my sisters age to about 10 years old. An at first I thought OH NO i can't do that an then now it doesn't seem to bother me to much...I feel I need to."
"…and there is this older lady who lives up the street… we were asked to sit with her for a little while, and we were there for almost an hour...and at first I did mind a little cause it was a very nice day...but then I actually enjoyed it very much, and we've decided to go everyday this summer for at least an hour, an take lemonade or kool-aid an sit with her for an hour or longer… I wanna go and sit with her, I love it very much"
"But you know I'm not ashamed of who I am.....back in November I became a Christian an ever since then things are different..... I'm done being ashamed of WHO I AM!!! God made me this way for a reason, and He has kept me here an alive for a reason."
"I feel I needed to share this because God has shown me it's time to step away from trying to hide who I am....and just let people into my life."
"When the little kids look up to me, I wanna be a good influence, a good role model.
Not like the people in the magazines, or on TV, but the person God wants me to be."
"I wanna leave a legacy. I want people to be able to say I chose to love"
These things all speak to your good character, your concern for others and your God given purpose in this life.
"But I was just wanting a friend." This speaks of your needs and makes you human.
"An I got to thinking what is my deepest desire what is the one thing in the world I want.
An if I looked in that mirror I would see a family that loves me, an would never turn there back on me." This is probably the most profound thing you've said. God has already answered that prayer. He's made you apart of His great family, of which I am also a member as well as many who have already expressed concern for you. And you have so many brothers and sisters who you haven't met yet. You are part of a family that is as countless as the stars in the heavens. We're not perfect, by any means, but the day will come when we are reunited with Christ, then we will be.
Your Bible verse is very fitting.
31 Yet those who wait for the LORD
Will gain new strength;
They will mount up with wings like eagles,
They will run and not get tired,
They will walk and not become weary.
Isa 40:31
All this to say, you are indeed such an awesome person; someone of great worth and potential. And you are obviously very dearly loved by those close to you. What your going through is so very hard, but you are even stronger in Christ. You will make it through these difficult days. There are many better days ahead for you. You have so much to live for, kid, don't let the evil done to you by a few people take that all away from you. Don't give up!
Of course there are people who care enough to lift you up in prayer no matter the need. First I will pray for God to let you be aware of the closeness which He so willingly wants to share with you. I will pray asking God to lift you up with His Great Love, bringing you the warmth which comes from His comfort. I will pray that God build your strength against these attacks. I will pray that God allow you His rest that is offered. I will pray that all of Gods blessings bring you His Peace and Joy.