Moving On...

Moving On...

It's tough being caught between a man and someone or something else...

Wanting to love them, but seeing their constant distraction...

Seemingly caught between wanting so very much to love you, but

Unable to break away from the 'other'...

Time it seems has made it a more painful reminder that I will never truly have him...

Even if I do, he will continually be looking back over his shouder

It's going to be painful trying to get past the 'what might have been'.

But I think if I break now - it will give me the opportunity to meet someone

That can give me their full focus..

and not wonder if something or someone else out there

..is what they really want.

I am now ready to step forward, and step away from their side

I am now ready to find the person, I have held back on 'becoming'...

Least I lose them ..  because I wanted to fit - what they wanted.

I think now.. that I never truly had them...

And... I think of all of the opportunites I dismissed....

Because I sincerely thought I did...

So I blow a kiss as I exit..

Not looking back - incase they follow..

DJ