A new grandson helped me embrace life at a rough time

I have been without a job for over 2 months now,not for lack of trying.I was starting to feel the dispair,and just load a few things and leave everything I own behind-as I will probably be losing it all soon anyway.

July 2nd my son came over to ask me to take his girlfriend to the hospital,as she was cramping so bad she could'nt drive,and he has no liscense. We got to ER,and they got her to back room.They asked could she be pregnant.She said maybe about 5 weeks,as she had been having every period,no sickness,no cravings,ect...They did a pg test and pelvic exam-thinking maybe she was misscarrying or something.Instead-she was in labor-the cramps were contractions! She delivered a baby boy about 7 hrs later! The parents were most shocked,as there was no thought of this in any way! He's beautiful and healthy-but they were no where close to being ready of course.I watched the complete birth(as I have my other 3) and felt such a miracle.I have'nt been able to get anything for them,or him in my situation,but I feel sooooo amazed at the whole thing and this thing called life. I'm trying not to give up hope,and seeing him first, at least seems to help.Even if I have to move to the streets,I can do it knowing there is still joy and new life all around.