Update on Seth!!

So I had mentioned in my last love life update that I had gone on a fantastic date with this guy named Seth.  Well, I also let you all know that he had lost his job, needed some time to himself to reorganize but still wanted to speak with me everyday.

Anyway...so after trying to email and call him a few times since that phone conversation without any response, I decided I'd try one more time in a couple of days and make it my last attempt.

Well...He called me today at about 5:15 (only 15 minutes after I usually get out of work).  He apologized for disappearing.  I told him I was concerned over 2 things:

1. That something was wrong with him
2. That he was no longer interested in my and wasn't adult enough to just tell me so made up the lame "lost my job" excuse

He said that he was fine and chuckled at the thought of not wanted to see me again.  He said he was going to Las Vegas Friday morning for the weekend (a trip he had planned before he lost the job) and that I'd absolutely see him next weekend since he'd be home for Passover anyway and in the area.

I don't know.  I think I've bee disappointed so many times that I'm extremely skeptical about what he is telling me.  I think it is causing me to close myself off to him because I'm hearing some of the same things men lied to me about in the past, and granted, what Seth is telling me might be true, but his lack of communication over the past 7 days doesn't make me feel any more confident about it.  I guess this is the key: if I see him next weekend and speak to him on and off until then, it's a good sign.  If not, then I'll just leave the ball in his court.

I just cannot bare to be disappointed again.