Anquish

Okay this is a dream I actually had and it did not make sense to me then nor now exactly.  I wrote it down in poetic form and going through my poems and writings of years from my files I came across this dream which I put into a poetic thought the morning after I had dreamed it.  Which was back in 1994. 

Here it is;  I actually did dream this and recall it well.

I brought you a rose to represent my love

pure as a snow white dove

The petals fell off ripped and torn

leaving behind a naked thorn 

The thorn pierced your heart, making it bleed

you cried silent tears in your need.

My tears fell upon your face,

mixed with your blood; we fell from grace.

Tears and blood freely flowed

mixing togather I thought we'd explode

Tear soaked blood on the ground

red blood rose petals falling all around

You cried aloud at the deed and with

mixed emotions you planted a seed.

You walked away into the sky

you left me all alone to die.

Ignoring me and my heartbroken cry

I don't know why I dreamed this dream.  It was of a rose and thorn and the petals fell off like blood drops, the stem was left bare and naked and it pierced someone's heart, I don't know who it was. I felt tears and sorrow and like I had lost someone or something.  They went away leaving me to pick up the petals and the pieces.  

It has never made sense as have about three other dreams I have had, two re occuring at times.  One is of a house.