I don't ofen get on this place. Mostly being busy with 5 living children and a husband and I mangage a trailer court and two apartments. Plus busy with my church and helping my parents keeps me on the run a lot. I still miss my Gerrin boy I always will it is a big hole in my life. I know he is saf with God and we will see him again. But I still miss his smile, his laugh his hugs and is "I don't think that's a good idea" His love for life and his gifts from mother nature lik fistfuls of dandilions. Or frogs. He had so many dreams. But I am beter we all are. My mom and I have a grief support group we meet every third tuesday of the month. We got about 6 people that come now. We have a website too heavenschildren.org.
My husband hurt himself again about 6 weeks ago and broke ribs on the right side of his body. in 2010 he broke 5 ribs on the left side and his hip now he limps. So he does not do a lot now as he used to.. I have kids needing medical attention my 16 year old might need foot surgery and another needs braces. Three are in counseling for the death of their little brother. My Andrey boy is going to be 5 in May we love him and pray for him cause don't want to lose my baby boy too. He goes to a head start program something My Gerrin boy wanted to do but didn;t get to do.
But anyway I am alive and busy and just don't get much time to be on here a lot. But had a few minute so logged in. I don't think I will ever earn much points cause no time lots. I heard maybe I would lose them if I don;t log in but if I do oh well.
My mom is okay she is here sometimes but her health is not real great I see her she hurts a lot all the time I wish their place would sell cause it is really hard where they live now and we can;t help like w used to. But we help when where we can. I don't have a lot ot say but thought I would say hi anyway. Got to go maybe will check in sooner if able. Bye.