I really need this year to be better than last and things are looking okay here at the start. My friends were able to come over on New Years Eve. I haven't been able to have friends over in a long time so it was really nice. By a long time I mean years so it was actually great. So I thought, "Let this be the prelude to how this year will be - filled with friends."
I hope it continues that way, with friends as the main event, but there's still so many things that I am struggling with. I'm still saddled with a second job, my thyroid is a mess, I still need a bigger horse trailer, my financial situation is okay at the moment but still very fragile and subject to break again at a moments notice, and there's still much to be done in this cluttered mess of a house.
But maybe what I should have done was taken a few moments on December 31st to look back and relish the things that were accomplished in 2012 before plowing ahead into 2013. Many goals were set and reached. Big goals. There were plenty of setbacks and disappointments along the way but those reached goals were phenomenal. I need to take this moment to appreciate that and to gain strength to make even bigger and better goals for 2013. Goals that I will reach one step, one dollar, one riding lesson, and one clean room at a time. Cheers to the New Year!














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Happy New Year, Jennifer!
You sound like you might need to take some advice from a friend of mine - she told me when I was first married that she decluttered and cleaned the main part of the house once a week and deep cleans (top to bottom) one room month all year long that way there is never that helpless feeling that the whole house has to be cleaned all at once in the spring or fall.....I used to do this pretty faithfully and it works, now I am in Florida and just have a small space of my own I have very little to get messed up! (oh and kids are in charge of their own rooms until there is a safety or health hazard and then they are MADE to clean them otherwise they can have all the mess they can stand as long as they can get out in case of fire!)