I will alway love him

He is my blood, my life and my son, and I will alway love him, yet what he did this past week is somewhat unbearable.

He told us he be here for the wedding, and I let my guard down for dissapoinment. Yet he did not come thru. I am so glad she (Sara) a close relationship with her step dad that he came thru in the end and walk her down the asile.

I really dont want to tell you all the bad the son has done, yet he blames the PSTD trauma on his action. BS I say, yet I will alway love him, just cant stand his action.

I wish I could tell the Army what a hand ful they have, and let him learn from his mistakes. Yet I would never do this. I am mom, I will just love him from a far and let him fall into his pieaces and let him pick him up and maybe just maybe he will learn..

sry for this odd rant, I just so so disappointed..

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Debbie W. Apr 22, 2012, 7:58pm UTC

Of course you are disappointed. But, you have to remain strong and let him make his mistakes and pick himself up. As his mom, you will always love him, but not love or like his bad actions.

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Pamela Marks Apr 22, 2012, 8:17pm UTC

you love him unconditionally which is great, no where does it say we have to like everything someone does, but we do have to love them

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Susan N. Apr 22, 2012, 8:48pm UTC

I have sons and they have all but forgotten me since they have female attachments.....go figure! I love them all unconditionally but it is very difficult at times!

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Karen E. Apr 23, 2012, 12:45am UTC

Sad... :(

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wendy st. john-devereaux Apr 23, 2012, 8:28am UTC

of course you are disappointed....i am sure most moms would be------but the thing is, you love your son, and you will never give up on him.....

remember----love will always find a way.....have faith in that!

blessings

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I will alway love him

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