Hello, world!!!! I'm not too happy at the moment, can't really sleep. I just grabbed the last NAKED Strawberry Banana smoothie from the refrigerator, those things are addicting and delicious! Lol.
I'm glad I'm able to find some silliness in that. This whole move has become extremely hard and complicated for me. I've had to give away some of my stuffed animals and clothes. Although, it is always good to do a cleaning to get rid of things you're no longer using. Regardless, it's still been hard. we're moving into my other uncle's trailer.
I don't know what to do, I keep thinking that somehow this is all in my head (even though I obviously know it's not). I'm practically numb and I'm trying my best to properly function. I have no idea WHY MY FATHER IS DOING THIS TO HIS ONLY CHILD, but he is being stubborn and making this extremely difficult. He resents me because I am deeply flawed and not the fabricated facade he wants me to be. It's his loss, but he shouldn't make me suffer like he's doing.
It's also been intricate to finish packing. In the past year (excluding my uncle and my mom's friend) only 3 of my friends came to help me pack, while I've begged countless others. People are SO selfish. Nobody will take anything, and we already have 2 storages. My own grandparents and aunt refused to help me, my grandmother even lied and said she's not allowed overnight guests, which is why I couldn't sleep on her couch. If you live in a HomeOwner's Association community, you're not allowed to have overnight guests longer than 2 WEEKS, not being allowed to stay overnight is ridiculous! My grandma also said we didn't need a dog. THERE'S NO WAY IN HELL I'M EVER GETTING RID OF MY JAGGY BOO! He's been a little miracle to my mom and I, and ever since Dino was put down, he's been really depressed. My aunt (who is the only one who has contact with me in my dad's family) couldn't take anything because her and my uncle are remodeling their bathrooms and are storing things in their garage (What a coincidence, my dad is currently remodeling his entire house as well). She then went on to tell me about prioritizing and making lists. She's right, but I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THAT, IT'S NOT WHAT I WANT OR NEED TO HEAR!!!! HELLO, I'M GONNA BE HOMELESS AND YOU COULDN'T CARE AT ALL!!!! Neither one of them even offered me money, and believe me, they're loaded. I feel so alone, nobody has offered us anything, after all we've done, they just want to criticize my mother. I know I have to be strong for her and that we need to stick together as a team. I will continue trying.
On a lighter note, True Blood FINALLY returned after a 9 month hiatus with the Season 4 Premiere. It kicked Season 3 Premiere's ass! Lol. I was really surprised how Fairy Land quickly turned into The Hills Have Eyes II. I'm still in shock that Sookie was actually missing for a year, and the other changes that occurred. Bill is the KING of Louisana?? Maxine adopted TOMMY who lived despite Sam shooting him?? Sam's in anger management and apparently a swinger?? Jason's a cop and Andy is addicted to V?? Bill and Sophie?? Eric buying Sookie's house?? Arlene's baby being evil and taking heads off of Barbie dolls?? TARA BEING A LESBIAN?? That one was a shocker. I also couldn't help but giggle over Lafayette's hair. He's gotta be one of my favorite characters. This show is fabulous, it definitely takes liberties by far, it's FABULOUS. Except for the actress that portrayed Crystal (She was ABSOLUTELY DREADFUL!!!), every actor on that show is fantastic. It's so inspiring to me and my acting :)
I haven't read any of the books, but from what I've heard and read they follow the show very close to the books. My twinnie Amy just finished the 4th book. I need to finish the 5th Volume of The Vampire Diaries so I can start on the 6th and 7th!!! I'm feeling sleepy, so I'm gonna nod off while watching Picture Perfect. It's a cute little movie. I've been told I look a little like Jennifer Aniston... Hahaha anyways, before I go. I have to add that I just saw the other 3 promos for True Blood Season 4, and they are STUNNING!!!! I've posted them below. They are all incredibly awesome, but I love the 4th one :P
Enjoy and until next time, ciao! Good Night Moon, Good Night World!
<3 Elana Jade Rebel