I'm Happier Than Ever

Well lately things have been pretty darn good over here I mean me and Joe have come to a understanding with the separation and splitting as friends. Although so many people in my life don't like that I'm leaving him after 11 years and so many people don't like that I already have a boyfriend but oh well its my life and I'm the one who has to be happy. With my baby (boyfriend) he makes me feel more alive than I have in 11 years and I'm happy which was my main goal. Alot of people think I'm rushing into something so fast after separation but I've known this guy for a couple months and we were just friends.

He stood by me through my choices and never told me to leave my husband once actually he encouraged me to try to work on it one last time but always follow my heart. It wasn't hard to start falling for this wonderful new guy in my life because he's been there, he's shown me so much of what I have been lookin for in a person for a long time and thats with him just bein himself. Although I recently made the decision for the separation I have been out of love with Joe for years so when everyone thought I was doin good I was already hurting and trust me already had a few rebound romances that fizzled out so that's not what this one is. Granted I never cheated on Joe but emotionally I guess you could say I did.

I never claimed to be a saint but this guy is 90% of what I have wanted in a man and he makes me so happy with small things like a text while hes at work just to tell me he is thinking about me. Wanting to go to sleep by my voice at night before his phone dies. Its just amazing and even if he is not my soulmate I plan to ride this romance to the end because I really think it could be something but if its not he has given me my life back more than he will ever know. I make his life a little brighter too he says cause he had kinda forgot what it was like to live fully til me.