I carried Justin 8 1/2 months when I lost him stillborn. Some thinks I should wipe him out of my memory, others understand. I have remembered him on all the holidays at his grave you know his birthday, Christmas, Memorial Day, etc. Yet Christmas in our home other then this picture was wiped out other then in my mind. Well Thanksgiving something was said to me that really bothered me.
I decided this Christmas he would have what he deserves ... his memorial table in our home. For once he won't be forgot Christmas morning.
This is Justin, with my favorite angel from my collection. An angel surrounded by children.
The candle our secretary of Baby James Foundation and her mom gave me at this years rally. It was very special to me.
Justin now has in his 21years a stocking. Eric insisted on putting his name on it, that meant a lot to me to know he cares.
Justin's table lit up
Some people don't agree to this. In fact some says I should get over it that its been long enough. But really how do you erase a child? He lives on in my heart, and I know I have a special angel looking over me. This year Justin is remembered.
This song is exactly how I feel.
RIP Justin Carl Huckstep
Some day mommy will be by your side