The number 11 is a weird number for me. I see it all the time. I always see 1's, but 11's I notice right away.
I was born on an 11, and 11/11 is when I had my first psychotic break (although I didn't realize it at the time, i was to far out there). There are lots of these 11's in my life. Too many for me to think it's a coincidence. I no longer believe in coincidences.
This year is going to be 11/11/11, and I am a little wary about that day. I will make sure I have plenty of xanax and other meds.
I know I'm getting delusional (are they really delusions?) when I start to see 11:11 on the clock all the time. That is always my first clue, and I keep my doctor's number handy.
It's weird, I love that number,and hate it all at the same time.