I know I shouldn't be complaining. My husband has a job now and will get a pay check on the 28th, but right now I am going crazy. Right now I have $6.00. I own an online bookstore where I sell used books and today is a big library sale and one of the sales where I get a lot of my inventory for my business every year. Today they are selling bags of books for $5.00 per bag. I have enough to buy 1 bag. That is literally going to mess up my business for the rest of the year because I usually buy at least 8 bags from this sale.
I have money coming from Sidetick and Redgage but I have not heard anything from Sidetick yet and Redgage sent me an email saying that my original card has expired so they are sending me a new one. I get paid from Amazon which is who I run business through on Tuesday but Tuesday is a little too late for me to get money to buy books today. I am going to go through my closet and go through all of my purses in there and see if I can find any money. I am so tired of scraping. If worse comes to worse I can probably borrow some money from my daughter, but that seems like such a pathetic thing to do.
Last night I had to put a gallon of milk on the credit card, how pathetic is that? I also resorted to using the credit card earlier this week to get some food and something one of my kids needed fo school, and that is just going to come back to bite me later. I used the money that was supposed to go for my water bill to be able to buy tickets to see my son's play on Friday night. So when I do get paid from on Tuesday from Amazon most of that money will go to paying my water bill. I have never had to juggle money like this and it is starting to affect me mentally.
I just have to keep thinking 2 more weeks and we will have a pay check. It will only be half a months pay and there won't be much left after the bills are paid if any, so really it will be the end of November before things are really back to normal again, and then Christmas will be here to once again bite me in the rear. I need to go workout I am feeling way to stressed out right now.