I want to first tell you all this upcoming weekend will be the hardest time of my life. It involves two of my children.
First my Justin I was 8 1/2 months along when he was born stillborn October 16th, making him 21 this Sunday.
My oldest while I am not prepared to get into details he is getting marrid on Saturday this weekend. I am not invited, which crushes me. Again I am not ready to answer questions.
Just understand this weekend is very hard for me. If I am short on comments, don't talk, or just cry like I have a lot lately its not you. Even more I've been covering a lot but I can't anymore.
I do want to say one thing. All of you that complain about teens and how they act, complain about things being a rush...I would gladly take both with both my oldest two boys. So be grateful you have what you got and stop complaining, it could be gone in a moment.
I am so lucky to have a husband to support me. He has been trying to occupy me with movies every night, however as the days draw closer the pain is stronger.