well, i have had a nice long friendly conversation with my ex, now just best friend again. yesterday he went into emergency surgery. his appendix was very close to rupturing and i am happy to say he is okay, and is on his way to recovery. he texted me today, which eased my worry. i asked him if i could visit him while he is recovering at home. he said and i quot "yes, indeed :)" he is silly that way. he thought i meant today, and was saying he would meet me on the front porch, because i have never driven to his house before. i was sad to say i had no way of getting to his house. he seemed so excited about the idea of me coming to visit him. it broke my heart to say that i could not do so. i plan on visiting Sunday, hopefully. he will be out for the whole week! school is not going to be the same without him there. he is like a sun ray in the misted of a fog, when it comes to that school full of boring repetition.