you have no other choice my dear!
love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth.
since you preach about peace & love:
the only one who can love you truly and fully is God, because love with a human only allows for flaws such as “jealousy, suspicion, fear, anger, and contention.”
.....and you are no exception
you have refused my love and support. "refused blessing becames curse" P.Coelho