I Am Soooo Sick Of Bad Stuff Happening!!! When Will It End????????????

I should be in bed, I'm still sick with this lousy cold, cough, congestion, etc ., etc.....but I cannot sleep......cannot lay in that position and go back to sleep....soooo, where am I?  On the computer....LOL!

Anyhow, I am sooo upset and angry, have been bawling, and just need to get all this "crap" out of my system......when bad things start happening, they just keep coming and coming some more.

It started with my fall maybe a couple of weeks ago, when I tripped over a stack of books and messed up my left leg/knee........the pain was excruciating, but I finally got over that. 

Then, we found out we HAVE to repair part of our sidewalk or get fined $750 by the lousy City....by a certain time (December, I think).......if that's not enough, now the City decides that our entire street is going to be resurfaced.....done without contacting homeowners, of course........there go the property taxes!

Now, we find out our son has major, major teeth problems......he is having to have close to $3,000 work done.........I have told him and told him (till I'm blue in the face), he has to brush his teeth, he cannot keep on drinking a 24 pack of Mountain Dew a week and expect to keep his teeth..........right now he's at Aspen Dental getting a big-time cleaning ($350 worth) and they'll find out exactly how many teeth have to be pulled. He will also have to go to the Oral Surgeon and then get a partial......now, he makes ME feel like all of this is MY fault.....I've been sitting at my computer crying over this and very upset....I am feeling like a failure....almost totally worthless.........

Then, our cruise.....well, there has never been Cayman Islands on it for one of the stops.....only Jamaica and Haiti.....guess, this, also is my fault.  \

Plus, I still feel soooo lousy with this crap, whatever it is, and I feel like bawling again.........I still feel like a failure and it seems like the bad stuff keeps coming and coming.

Sorry.......didn't mean to write a book here, but I'm really down and out......I just wish things would turn around.

This is why I just have not been posting much here......have actually been in hiding.

I am so thankful.....hubby is finally taking some responsibility and helping out with the kid....getting him to the dentist, appointments and all.....I told him, I am tired and worn out, emotionally drained, and I CANNOT do it all.