This really sucks!

I have recently started to feel worse. By recently, I mean since last Febuary. I thought I would start to feel better since I moved out of my mom's house. My mom is so much worse off than I am. I thought moving would do me some good. I started out slowly with just a little bit of yard work. I moved up to some more yard work. I started playing softball again. First it was just 2 games once a week, then it moved up to 2 games on Wednesday and 2 games on Sunday. I would alternate every other inning so I did not have to play 2 hours straight. But, still the next morning was always the same. I always felt like crap. I told my doctor this and he said I'm doing everything right and not to give up. But, this Saturday was the worst. I played 4 softball games, all in a row. I played almost every inning of every game. It was 40 degrees and rain/sleeting almost the whole time. I could barely stand by the time we were done. I wanted to take a bath so badly. I couldn't because I could not get the energy to clean the bath tub out. I didn't even get energy to take a shower until this morning. It is monday, my legs still hurt, my shoulders still hurt, and my arms still hurt. I am so super angry. I am 29 years old NOT 59. All I want is for my body to start cooperating with me. I am so efing sick of this crap. Ok that is my vent. I really get tired of being a bummer/drain on my man. He says it is ok. But I am sure someday it might become unpleasant for him to hear all the time.