Yes I believe ,trust, and am here

I seem to have become as those treated me

Until in a dream I remembered the tears

Yes I trust her to be part of my family

Of course the chance of default in the back of my mind

So many times I was hidden away

Pretended not to be known God the nights that I cried

I left my family far off behind many years

I hated to do it but it was needed for my life

I gained the confidence to just be myself

Those memories still at night make me cry

I now have my friend here beside me true

She has known and been treated horridly too

God gave his sons life for our sins (YES ALL)

If I can’t try to live to help I wouldn’t this sacrifice to be worth

So those that belief that I’m asking for trouble

Recall when you treated me in this manner

I give out my heart my advice and my shoulder

This child of mother natures that needs me right now

One day in the future I sincerely do believe

Will be passed down to another black sheep in this world

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MrsRoadRunner . Oct 14, 2009, 6:46pm UTC

Thumbs up!

Jules who is loving life again Oct 14, 2009, 7:05pm UTC

thank you

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dee b. Oct 14, 2009, 6:56pm UTC

A ten I send!

Jules who is loving life again Oct 14, 2009, 7:05pm UTC

great sometimes it takes trust

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DIANE D. Oct 15, 2009, 6:35am UTC

This is neat, just be yourself~

DIANE D. Oct 15, 2009, 6:35am UTC

a ten I send

Jules who is loving life again Oct 15, 2009, 6:55am UTC

Thank you Diane some times peops have to be reminded to open your heart and help someone in need

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Barbara B. Oct 15, 2009, 11:57am UTC

Beautiful...very nice.

Jules who is loving life again Oct 15, 2009, 4:14pm UTC

Thank you Barb this is true and on going by the way

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Magi the magical poet is flowing with the wind Oct 19, 2009, 6:17am UTC

How much we dare to trust others is the measure of how close we are to God. Keep trusting!

Jules who is loving life again Oct 20, 2009, 4:32am UTC

So true Magi metimes after being heart stomped it is a difficult thing to do but like falling off a horse you need to brush off the mistrust and ride again.
It has been wonderful having her here I believe we have helped one another in our own ways.

Magi the magical poet is flowing with the wind Oct 20, 2009, 6:13pm UTC

I'm sure you have ... the content of what you give to another is also what you receive.

Jules who is loving life again Oct 29, 2009, 12:04am UTC

That is so true Magi It is how the ciecle keeps inspiring the goodnrss go on.

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Debra H. Oct 25, 2009, 6:36am UTC

Great one Jules

Jules who is loving life again Oct 29, 2009, 12:05am UTC

Thanks Debra love yr icon

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Peg Doak Nov 9, 2009, 8:59am UTC

Jules, I cry when I read this, cause I know you, and I know me, and I know that every black sheep in this world was in their own way crucified.
U are my shining star. I love you..Peg

Jules who is loving life again Nov 14, 2009, 1:14am UTC

love you to we share that bond of the wondering how we can be judged untill our shoes have been walked in.

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Yes I believe ,trust, and am here

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