I just got in from putting the kids on the bus, while I was out there I sat there and really studied both kids. I just realized how big they are getting. I have no clue if it was the coat, or the out fit, but all of sudden while i was out there and really looked at brianne. I almost started crying.
I looked at her and I saw her as an infant. She looked so tiny so cute. I looked at brayden in that moment and saw the same thing. I don't know if it is my mind playing tricks on me or what... but since school has started I have been like great, I can't wait for me time, but today I just wanted to cry.
The only thing that I can come up with in my brain is it finally hit me today, that they are getting so big. I can't believe brayden will be in kindergarten next year.


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ps. sending you hugs
I have cried 3 times since he started school this year thinking how fast it all goes. BUt then I smile and think how proud I am to have a son who is overcoming his disability (autism) by proving to the world his intelligence and strength. he makes honor roll, outwits adults, and is super funny. Take pride in who Brieanne and Brayden are becoming, and know moms like me know where you are coming from Anne. Love ya girlie!!!
I wish I could say that it will get easier, but, I'd be lying.
Also lately I have been watching them and they are growing so quickly right before my eyes. They are learning so many new things everyday. Also, the older they get, the more independent they become, which is a great thing. But for this Mom, it's hard some days letting them go, and letting them become whoever they need to be.
my babies aren't babies anymore. *sniff*