{ My Birthday Rant --about ready to cry! }

Ok, I just had to rant a bit... it's my birthday... i'm entitled to that much... I think? Well everything was alright going great BEFORE I went to sleep... which was around 4am... Its currently 12:26pm here. It looks like it's night time from how dark the sky is. It's pouring & all around nasty weather. Now I do like the rain but come on?!?! Not when I had plans to TRY and do something. Yea, so obviously those plans are canceled.

Then I just got an email from Google Adsense. They disabled my account for possibly invalid clicks... WTF?!? I've had this account for MONTHS. Just really started using it with this blog. I did make the mistake of clicking a few of the ads but that was because I was genuinely interested in them. When I got an email saying that I'm not allowed to do that I stopped & if something appeared to be interested I will just do a google search for it or something. So I just finished doing the appeal & I'm HOPING I can get my account back. I had about $51 in my account because I JUST did finish linking my checking account & the PIN number & all that. I defiantly wouldn't do anything to jeopardize getting paid from them because I am a stay at home mom & need the money. I learned my lesson from a few years ago when I was apart of Commission Junction & I was doing invalid leads. It was wrong, but I learned in the end it wasn't worth it. Now that I screwed up with them I wasn't going to risk that. I know that one was my fault. I have grown wiser since becoming a parent and know somethings just aren't worth risking.

Maybe I'm getting hormonal or something but i'm about ready to just cry. EVERY year something happens. That money from google I actually intended on purchasing some stuff off ebay for my computer to upgrade it a bit (Ive had this one since having to buy a new one after Hurricane Katrina!). I know not that big of a deal to most but when you don't get to do TOO much anymore it's just frustrating. I know i'm not going to get cakes & balloons anymore, but sheesh! Basically I feel like I "lost my job" (google adsense) & Ive been ditched (darn weather).

Not to mention last night how my computer crashed on me.... WHY MY LUCK?!?

I just need some cheering up... any other sites out there similar to google adsense? I hope my day gets better...I just wanted to have at least a semi-special day... not another repeat of everything gone wrong like every other year. *sigh*

Thanks for listening to my cry!

**BTW those photos were just taken before posting this blog outside my window. It appears the sun is showing a bit more cuz it was a LOT darker than that for a good while.