Thinking...

I went for a walk this morning because,well I really don't know why but I did. I started to think about a guy I like a few months ago but we stopped "dating". I felt that we were getting no where with our "relationship". I did have a lot of feeling for him but I felt that before I got hurt I should end our "relationship". It killed me but we were no good for each other and I knew us being together would not work.

A month or two after we ended our "relationship" I began talking to someone else although I wanted to still be with him. Well last month I started a new relationship and I got a text message from my "ex" He told me that he was sorry he messed up and wanted to start over blahh blahh blahh. As much as I wanted to tell him it was ok and yes we could start over I could not do it because I'm currently with someone.

On my walk this morning walking down a block my "ex" and I use to walk a lot a began to miss him and wish I never told him we could not be together. It makes me sad but A friend once told me "Dee,Please don't dwell on the past it only makes it hard for you to see what you future lies ahead.Although you may not want to you need to think positive for if you don't you will forever walk with sadness."