So I am sitting here having an anxiety attack =(. So I feel that if I write about it I will feel better and get my mind onto writing. This has been happening since last night, and I have been taking my meds everyday!
It all started when I was 16 years old. All of a sudden I had this acute pain in my abdomen. This scared the hell out of me, I thought I was going to die. Then I started getting light headed and felt like I was falling backwards. Stuff I had never felt before. Mom took me to the hospital, and turned out I had ovarian cysts. Ever since that day, I have been getting them like crazy. I have also been diagnosed manic depressant. I have been on different medications for these things. I started off with Prozac. This made everything worse! My attacks started getting stronger. So bye bye to that. Then they put me on Lexapro, which I am still on today. It has helped, but I think it is starting to not help as much. I also have the tendency to forget to take my meds. But lately I have been doing good and have been taking them everyday. But I had a slip up 2 days ago and didn't take it until midnight, so I think thats why I starting having this attack last night. Lets hope it goes away soon =(