Hi, friends! I'm just here for a moment to let you know that I'm OK. I had a couple of bad weeks with a depressive episode that made me feel drugged up, tired, weepy, limp as a noodle, discouraged, and worn out. On top of that I've had problems with the computer. It freezes up, doesn't let me do much.
I'm doing a little bit better now, although the computer isn't. As soon as I can, I'll be back here more and start visiting your posts and commenting. Thanks!


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Try running adaware and your virus scan in safe mode. As far as you depression I can so relate. Hope to see you back soon
Feel better soon!
I hope you are feeling better soon. Good luck with the computer.
Oh Beverly, I've been so worried and concerned about you, as I'd not seen you on here at all for quite awhile........know that you have been really missed, my friend! Am so sorry to hear about the depression and then computer problems....these darn computers sure can be headaches, can't they? Yes, yes, I also hope to see you back again soon!!!
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hope things will get better for you.... I've been there and I understand.
Glad to see you back. I'm sorry you were feeling low.
Thanks for checking in... I've missed your presence!
Here's hoping things are looking up for you! Take care of yourself!
I miss you Beverly. I hope you'll be back soon. I am sure you and your 'puter will be right as rain soon.
Beverly, sorry you hit a rough spot. You're a tough woman and darn that computer. I hope it feels better soon too.
Hope you're feeling better now.
Hi Beverly, I hope you are feeling better and your computer stops giving you grief.
Beverly, you take good care of yourself and I know exactly what you mean about the depressive episode! I Have Bipolar disorder/w anxiety. And I sometimes go into those terrible lows of depression! I really really do feel for you and understand!!
Sorry to hear about your bad times! Hope all is going better now and I hope the computer stops being stupid soon!
Glad things are better, now. :)
Glad you're feeling better, hope your computer is too, soon?
Hi Beverly. Hope you're feeling better by now. I don't get depressed, don't know why, I just don't. Sometimes I get mad, but even that doesn't last. It takes too much energy for these things and it's not in my nature so it's hard for me to relate to depression. God is still alive and well and He loves you so anything bad that happens will soon go away. Just see it as part of your adventure and know that some adventures are more challenging than others. (This sounds like a lot of "crap" doesn't it?) Anyway, I hope you are feeling better.
Hey Bev, We be missin' you. I am glad you checked in to give us a "heads up". There have been some changes here on the Gather site also. Tom Gerace's Gather site should provide you with the latest info I think. Take Care of Yourself.
Thank you so much for your kind comments. I have been having more troubles with the depression, but the computer problems are improving little by little. The emotional roller coaster is mostly due to the bipolar, but it is also triggered by stress. My husband has been on indefinitely layoff and has not been all that successful at finding other employment. I'm sure we'll get through this eventually.
So sorry to hear this. It is a rough time with regards to jobs. Hang in there and please keep us posted.
Glad the computer's improving. Hope you feel better too, and hope the stress eases. Sounds like a really difficult time. God bless.
Praying for you, dear lady!
I hope you are feeling better now.
The depressive episodes lasted 5 weeks, longer than I expected. There's not much I can do about them except to take my meds and ride it out. I hope (knock on wood!) the worst is over.
The computer is still giving me fits. It seems to be more than just a need to back up files. I think there are some programming issues. I can't put my finger on the problem or find a fix. Oh, well.