Hi Gather family - -
I'm not having a very good day.
1. I've been having anxiety attacks and panic all day for various reasons...
2. Just found out dad is in the hospital. He had a PET scan showing several hot spots. They are keeping him in the ICU to keep an eye on his heart.
3. I'm stressed out about moving on June 1. Not sure if I can handle it all myself...
4. Worried about money.
5. My birthday is tomorrow, and I'm not even remotely excited about it.
So, that is what's going on in my world today. There are 66 days until hubby comes home... I wish it was today.


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Moving is stressful and doing it by yourself can be tough. The bonus? When it is all over you will have this huge sense of accomplishment and you did all on your own!
Take one step at a time girl and don't forget to breathe. YOU CAN DO THIS!
You have a lot of us ready to wish you happy Birthday =)
my favorite saying
"DONT WORRY BE HAPPY"
And, I've got the may 14th birthday blues too!!! ~grrrrrrrr~
You will have 65 days on our birthday till you get a huge part of your life back. So focus first on what is going right in your life.
Simplify your life right now. Handle what you can, break it down. You have so much on your plate but if you cut through the big pieces sort of speak, make them smaller more manageable.
You have a lot of people here that are pulling for you and praying for you dad. So I know you are using all of this positive energy for good in your own life.
Smile even when you don't feel like it. Nat King Cole click here or copy and paste
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUel0CQwU8Y
Enjoy your birthday, enjoy what you have and slow down a little, grab your dog, take a walk and breathe.
Take care
SHIT!! It must be hard to have him away on your BIRTHDAY....but then I imagine you'll have a nice spicy phone call today, because you'll be in his thoughts. I'm sure it'll be just as hard for him as it will be for you.