He stood in front of Mama's mirror, he liked hers best. He didn't have a mirror in his room and he hated the one in the bathroom. Mama's mirror was large and beautiful, an antique she had owned for many years. He thought it such a waste that she would possess such a marvelous mirror that she never used. Mama didn't wear make-up or wear her hair in stylish fashions. "Vanity was of the devil" that's what she always said. Steve analyzed his features; he thought he would have made a beautiful woman. He had large doe eyes, a fine nose, high cheek bones and large full lips; Steve would never need Botox. He wondered about his heritage, he didn't look like Mama and he didn't know who his Daddy was; his friends have said he looked Native American. He pulled his face up to try and gauge what he would look like if he were thin. This proved daunting as no matter which way he pulled, his chins still bulged. He had been doing neck stretches but it was too soon to see improvement.
In his hand he held a tiny trial lipstick, a sample he had taken from Mamas Avon bag. She had sold the stuff for years; working at a factory had made her little side business more profitable than her factory job. He admired the shade, pale pink. He knew he shouldn't have taken the lipstick, he knew he shouldn't put it on but the temptation, the need was overwhelming. He uncapped the tube and gently applied it to his full lips. He reached for a tissue to blot his lips the way he had seen his friend Janie do so many times. He liked the texture and the creamy softness on his lips. He remembered the new spring eye shadows and wondered if he was a spring, fall or maybe winter. Upon thinking of the eye shadow he grabbed a tissue and quickly wiped his lips clean, guilty panic possessing him. He knew God was watching; it was bad enough to steal a lipstick from Mama but putting it on made his sin so much greater. "God hates queers" that's what Mama always said.
Suddenly he was sad, he didn't want to hurt anyone, he just wanted his family and friends to love him for who he really was, he knew they couldn't. Flushing the tissues down the toilet he placed the little lipstick in his pocket. He felt bad about what he had done but he knew he would do it again; at least next time he wouldn't have to steal one.
I thought this would be a cool game. I was thinking of ways to further my characters development and this seemed like fun, I hope you'll join me in Mirror, Mirror.
Apryl


Comments: 30
I just love what you've written. It's so sad to be condemned for who you really are inside, you know? I've friends that have gone through very similar experiences and you've touched on their lives with this story, as well as some of the others. People ought to be accepted for who they are.
Marilyn
I found a few spots, I had to reread, a few minor errors here and there.
It's up to you.
Otherwise, it's a great piece.
Blessings and best wishes in a plenty - S.
Thanks for letting me do this.
Thanks for doing this. I'll post a link on my Tuesday article and hope others take you up on the challenge.
I really do feel his pain, and the guilt he feels. I also feel that he is powerless over the urge. I do think people can learn from this character.
I know there are many people who suffer each day with miss placed guilt over who they are or want to be. Kudo's to you for taking on this delicate subject matter.
I like the bits of his personality that come out here, and understand how Mrs. Peabody might have come about.
Katherine- Thank You and you are correct they are disconnected on Steve's end. He is aware of her because she does communicate with him through notes nd she has revealed herself to his friends but he has no idea what she is capable of and how much of her is within him. There is a purpose and a reason for all of the alters.
Sue- Thank You, the challenge has been to make his character and that of the others well rounded. I'm staying up late these days working on scenes and character development. Oh and I loved those little lipsticks ;-)
Thanks Sandy, I did a poor job of explaining the game. Thank You for the compliment, your words meant alot to me. My heart also aches for him, there are so many Steves that just want acceptance and peace.
John- I really do enjoy this. I love to watch a character come to life. Thank You!
Jennifer, t.w and Elaine- Thank You!
Richard- Thank You, I completely understand
Angela- I appreciate this, Thank You!
This looks like an interesting way to reveal more of a character's personality. I look forward to reading the offerings of the other authors who choose take this one on.
I love your writing!
Sorry.
I've been so busy with my group and other tasks.
Don't worry, I'm almost done.
Thanks for posting to my group, Anythingwriting
I'll give it a try with HealingLite. See what I find. This sounds interesting.