February 4, 2000 I had a massive heart attack. This fact was dismissed by the medical staff in the emergency room. I was 39 years old, wasn't overweight, didn't have diabetes. The truth be told I didn't fit the mold. The media reports of women and heart diease hadn't begun yet. By the time they figured it out, a large part of my heart was damaged.
At first they didn't think I would make it through the first year. I have learned a lot in these last nine years. I have learned that you can live with half a heart. Your heart will adjust and mine remapped to accommodate the double load. This can wear out the working part of the heart faster, they said I might have five years.
I have always been obstinate, persistence, and determined. I know there have been many loved ones I have frustrated with these traits. Don't tell me I have five years, because I will just have to prove you wrong.
I would love to tell you that the last nine years have been easy, but I can't. Every six months I have to visit the cardiologist, and I always wonder what procedure, test, is he going to want to do now. I do get tired faster and easier, I can get frustrated with my low energy.
I learned not to take life for granted and not to sweat the small stuff, to enjoy every day that I am still here. Getting older is a good thing, I have earned every wrinkle and grey hair, I have.
February is the month of hearts and love to many. It means hearts for me as well just for a very different reason.
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Comments: 36
Here's to growing old...I've always said it's a good thing.
Perhaps I should get those tests done the Dr. asked for.......
Glad you are strong willed..just remain defiant..and so glad you shared your "heart" Anniversary story with us
LOL @ matt o
I had no idea. I have always enjoyed your content especially your nature photos.
The human body is capable of so much. I look forward to enjoying your content in the future.
Blessings to you!
Marianne, Thank you too.
Ellie, To heck with growing old gracefully, I just want to grow old.
Matt, Thank you for the laugh.
Jenn, If they want you to have tests done, don't put them off. Most things if caught early can be fixed.
Roy, I remember we have talked about it. It is so nice that we are both still kicking. :)
Anne, I am sorry that happened to you, I wish medicine was an exact science.
Shawnee, We all need to be our own advocates, thank you.
Donna, Wow, thanks for sharing the story about your niece, I am glad she has out lived her odds. Bless her heart!
Billy, I am glad you enjoy the nature photos. Getting out and walking is really good for me and I always have my camera with me.
Danyour right Feb. 6th is "Wear Red Day" to raise awareness of heart disease in women, thanks for the reminder.
Deb, Thank you sweetie, I have no doubt about our paths crossing.
Mona, Wow, thank you, and I have to say ditto right back to you.
I'd love to meet you when you come out to see Linda. I'll ask her to keep me informed.