Dream: The Wedding.

This is the dream that I had last night.

It was finally here, the day I'd been waiting for... My Wedding day. I was so happy, and excited. Everything was just buzzing around. It was such a flurry of activity that a lot of times I would just be standing still and everything and everyone around me was a constant blurr. I kept hearing Terry's voice, but I knew that I couldn't go to him, because it wasn't time and he wasn't allowed to see me yet. After all, my dress was going to be a surprise! Then I keep hearing my Mom and Dad talking, and I want to go to them but I can't find them. Everything moving around me was moving way too quickly, and when I tried to step out into it, there was a painful sensation and I'd get knocked back into my little safe place.

Then it changed, and we were at the community center, where we plan on having the wedding. I'm walking around so slowly looking at the decorations and how wonderful everything looks. But still everything around me is going hectic and blurred. Then I'm going into the back to change into my wedding dress. I keep hearing everyone's voices, and it's really reassuring because I know that everyone is here, and it's almost time. While I'm in the middle of putting on my dress, it finally hits me. There is a voice missing, I haven't heard my brother talking at all. Not at the house, and not here at the community center. I can't see him, because I can't see anyone. So I start calling out for him, but it's like nobody can hear me, because nobody is answering. But I know that he's not here now, I can feel that.

I decide that I have to go look for him, because I'm not going to get married without my brother there. No matter how often we may fight, we've always been close, and I can't imagine getting married without him there. So I sneak out the back way, and now I'm wearing my wedding dress and running through the woods. I think we must have forgot him, he's still at the house and has no way to get up to the community center. It's okay, nobody will know I'm gone I just need a few minutes to get to the house, grab him, and get back up there. As I'm running through the woods the dress it getting dirty and torn. I keep thinking to myself, I really should have put my other clothes back on first, this is silly, I'm ruining my dress. But I have to keep going, it's too late to turn back now.

When I finally get to the house I go in, and it's empty. There's no noise, no blurrs. Just me and the house. I walk through the rooms, calling out for Anthony but he's still not answering me. I'm starting to think maybe he's not home. Maybe he's still at a friends house. I remember thinking that's so rude. And it really pisses me off, here I thought maybe he got left behind, but no he's not here. He's at a friends house. His friends are more important than my wedding day? Well now I'm really angry, and I'm getting ready to leave the house when the phone rings. I go over and answer the phone, nobody responds, so I ask again. Again no noise, but I get the feeling that it's my brother Anthony. I keep asking him where he is, does he need help, just tell me where you are and I'll come get you! But he won't answer me.

Then I rush out of the house, and just as soon as I step onto the porch this huge steel jail cell plops down ontop of me. I can't get out, and I hear this strange laughter. But have no idea where it's coming from, or who's laughing because I hadn't heard that laugh before. Just when I'm about to start yelling for help, I wake up.