Feeling a Little Blue.

I've been feeling a little down for a while now... just blue... I guess.

I haven't been able to spend time with Terry in person, since our little three day visit on Christmas. It's been a month since I've seen him. We've only been able to talk through e-mail. And thankfully that, since he can get e-mails from me on his phone. His computer is not currently working, and he can only get online when he uses a co-workers laptop. But that co-worker doesn't bring his laptop very often anymore. I can't call long distance from my house, and he doesn't like calling here because he's only awake late at night when he works, and doesn't like distubring my family that late.

I had decided that no matter what, this week on his days off I was going to find a way to get up there and spend some time with him. Made the plans and everything, since it's an hour drive, not many people are rushing out to help and give me a lift. My car is currently broke down. Anyways, so I make the plans, find a ride... and now it's snowing. And it's supposed to snow straight through Thursday. I was going to go spend Wednesday and Thursday with him. Now that the weather has turned bad, I doubt that I'll be able to get up there. Which just marks another week off the list.

Since we started dating, I've never spent this much time without at least a brief face to face visit with him. I was okay at first, a little irritated, but okay. Now I'm just getting blue over the whole situation. And his friends are all poo-heads, none of them are rushing to help him either. But I guess I can understand it, it is a two hour drive if you count the coming here and going back home. *Sigh*