Sleep has eluded me lately, too much going on in this monkey mind of mine. I am left aching from weariness and yet also detached from worrying about the minutia of my world. It will still be there when I've finally worn down enough to sleep through a night. Right now I have no energy for focusing on details, and it is the simple things that bring comfort. Tonight I will work to hold a calmness within and allow nature to ease me gently into slumber.

And with that, I'm calling this day done and going to bed.


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Doyle I <~~~~~
Is it a full moon or what???? :)
I hope you finally got some sleep last night, Tonia.
And yes, the moon was full Sunday or Monday, and the effect lasts from several days before to several days after.
It's extremely frustrating when you want to have that calm in your mind but sometimes, it leads you down an interesting path of thoughts that might resolve an issue or another - although rarely is the initial issue resolved then.
Thanks for all the good wishes here :)
And Lainie - "popcorn" is a perfect analogy.
Quieting the mind is something I've been working on this past several months T..I have a book I can suggest if you're interested. There are some very good meditations that I've found helpful, I'll email you.
The 84 yr old neighbor also has great trouble sleeping at nights during the full moon time...
I know that there are many ways to meditate or slow the mind down, but I've been using one recently that I'll pass on. From A Course In Miracles:
"This Holy Instant do I Give to You. Be You in Charge. I Will but Follow You, Certain that Your Direction Gives Me Peace."
There are times when my mind jumps in with a distraction immediately after I have spoken this phrase, so I repeat it...and back and forth we go - all the while I am breathing slow, deep breathes... Usually, I can drift off to sleep rather quickly. The beauty of this practice is that I wake in the morning refreshed and with a sure, certain, peaceful KNOWING that all is well and my getting myself out of the way is wonderfully freeing and soothing. I smile - just grin away until something distracts me and off I go to physical reality.....
I'm glad you were finally able to get some well-deserved sleep!!