My friends, I am sorry I have not been on much since New YEars Day.
At 5 pm on New Years day our worst fears came true, My beloved 3 year old Drea lost her mother to a drug overdose!!!!!!
I am so mad, sad, glad, disppointed frustrated & devastated all mixed up together. If only the court had seen this 3 years ago and believed me, if her parents had believed me but NO!!! everyone the court , DYFS her parents were in denial they gave my son & her 50 50 custody. It could havebeen much worse she could have died with my grandaughter in a crash, or at her home and no one would have known until the next visitation pick up. IF only they would have believed she was misusing her , methadone, belladona, clausapan and getting street drugs but they believed her!!! And I had to with my son who is broken sit on the floor ( my son could not speak ) and tell her her mommie has gone to heaven and then I placed my hand on my grandaughters heart and told her her mommie will live here in her heart!!!!!!!
There is so much more my friends but more later!!!!
A grandmother should never never have to do this !!!! My heart is forever broken!!!!!