Am I a Christian??

I often wonder with the way I feel about God, Jesus, heaven, hell, life in general I often ask myself and yet find no answer: am I Christian?? I do believe Jesus was sent here by God as His son. But I know I am also God's son. I believe all religions are a path to God, but it is organized religion that causes that which they preach against. Jesus taught us to 'love thy neighbor, turn the other cheek, and judge not' but it seems like lately people have lost sight of these core fundamentals.

Seeing how most Christians treat eachother and disobey these teachings but yet use their so called "faith" as an excuse to justify their wrongs, short comings, ignorance, and false sense of superiority just makes me sick.

So if thats what a Christian is than no thank you. I'll just be a follower of Christs teachings, and continue to develop my own sense of who god is and why I'm here. Always being a soldier of Peace and Love, fighting prejuidice and ignorance.