I am so scared...

Hi all,
As some of you know I don't talk to my family and I was thinking about sending my dad a Father's Day card (he's not the reason I don't talk to them) Well I did send it. Well I sent it cert so only he could sign it. But I never got the card back saying he signed for it. But I had my Aunt ask my dad at my Nephews party if he got the card from me... and he said yes he did and thank you. He asked what was up with me. and my aunt acted like she didn't know. and he said it probably had something to do with DJ (my fiancee) because when I lost my family it was right after I went back with DJ.

The real reason I'm gone is.. back in 2001 my mom stole a bunch of money from my funds.. I mean thousands and thousands.. I wont say how much. she was paying me off and on for so long.. and then when I left DJ I had all my stuff at my sisters. Well I decided to try and work it out with him and went home the night before halloween and was gona go out trick or treating with my sister so i thought id get the stuff then. well guess what.. while i was gone my sister and little brother went through my papers (showing what my mom took) and they only looked through one folder and my mom said she didnt owe me anyone and my little brother said the same thing and was very mean to me (he usually kinda protects me ya know more like a older brother so that shocked me) so they turned against me.. i had on it on my phone with my mom.. and havent spoke to my mom or brother since and that was in november... My dad never knew what my mom did.. so we are thinking maybe mom just said dj is keeping me from them.

But when my aunt told me what my dad said I decided I am writing him a letter and telling him the truth! Telling him that I am sorry for keeping it from him. and he's not the cause why I am gone and he can come by and see us if he'd like.. (i dont think he will) but if he does my mom and siblings are not welcomed. to top it off.. my sister came by to my house outta the blue in march.. like everything was ok..and my nephew was filthy..so i gave him some cute clothes my twins outgrown.. and guess what she disapeared.. i think she just was being nosey.. i havent talked to her in like 2 months.

but anyways i'm sorry for rambing.. right now I'm just scared of what is going to happen after my dad gets that letter. am I doing the right thing? I just don't want my man getting blamed for this and my family thinking im being controlled over him. I miss my family..but mainly my dad... yes he couldve came and found me... but still

also those certified card thingys.. do they get forwarded? because i put my old address on it so they wouldnt come bug me.. (on the fathers day card)

Ok I hope all of that makes sense