I called you 'Flower' but for the last time

You never believed me 

I called you 'Flower' for the last time last night,

You never believed me whenever  I called you so

dear, It was for the love I felt for you

and the peace that you brought to my soul

You never believed me when I said

'you were special,and had a special place.

You never believed when I said

you are equal to me as a friend and I feel I can talk to you but You made fun of all this, why?and one day even said to me 'Go on blackmail" Oh My God  and still I continued ...

You joked about my life why?You never believed whatever I told you. You think you are right, I guess thats it. You will be smarter than me in life? Eh?

You never took me seriously why? just because I was just another neighbour for you and YOU for me were So Special.Ah ME The Great Motivator I call Myself.I am a simpleton a stupid fool.Now as I remember what ALL you said ! My God what I had been disregarding and ignoring was the reality.You were so harsh at times.Your Mom said 'She gets very angry at times you don't know her' Yes I did not know you dear, and kept on calling you friend while you went on the same way .

you never believed me why? because you never believe anyone.' All in this world are sick.One to All'

I did not care at first but let you say as you wished but then one day it all went the wrong way.

Thinking that you would understand and that being a professional you were mature I kept on saying

' you mean more to me than my own'  Did I show my affection too much too soon?

Being a star myself did I talk about the moon to you?

 You were afraid of being taken away by force and thought  that I was showing too much care outside due course;

"this is not the way of the world, no one is sincere If you are the Healer Did you know better, NO, I know  Allah is the Dealer! Then you said 'I cannot be your friend you are much too older' If I go wrong you will be boss and become  the scolder;I have to think with you and that is very stressful."Well Ok it was not easy to listen to All that , dear" A dull pain went through my heart and spirit.

OH, You thought of All others All except me,who came to you for peace and comfort You thought of All my family but you did not see me.

My family is with you only because of me "I should not call you flower you object.This was all that you did not like and so downright my friendship you rejected?

'I have to think when I am with you

you are not my age , I am so younger than you'

I can be you daughters friend but not yours'

you can go and stay on distance shores-Oh Great Creator, for this you put the love and care

In me , to laugh and then to cry more than to share-And so I left with a heavy heart while you must be light and feeling fit and bright and happy and at peace and I hope you are easy and enjoying the time without me, around to make you uneasy in the odd hour

And so for the last time last night  I called you 'flower'.