My Cloud

my cloud descends
as tears fall
I never thought I could feel all that I feel
My block of ice
seems to melt out of place
how can I feel what I feel?
my cloud falls away
closer to all parts of me
I begin to feel again

My cloud descends
as I feel the pain I feel
all these masochistic thoughts
Invade my being
Do I have the right to feel?
Is it all here
on my cloud
on my cloud...