I would like to write a special message to my...

I have realized this weekend just how much you all mean to me. Everytime I write something be it a history, or just how I am upset at something you all have been here for me. I love that you guys will come by and just say hi. Or those of you who came by when I took that long break from Gather just to see if something was wrong and making sure I was okay. I have even come to enjoy the drive by raters and commenters. By them coming over that at least shows that they glanced at what I have posted.

You all stuck with me and gave your support in Dec. when I lost my mother and did all you could to give me words of encouragement. You all even helped me realize that even though it was hard to see her like that that I needed to talk to her and show her that I was still there for her. If you all wouldn't have talked to me about that I would have lost my last great talk with her. I so needed that talk so that I could let her go when the time came.

You guys have come to mean so much to me. Here latetly I have felt a little unappreciated for things, but not by you. I have been writing up these histories on places and given them to someone so that they could have them and when I did that they stuffed them into a folder and never looked at them again. I am the type of person that I enjoy a pat on the back and a "Good Job", or even a "Thank- you. These look good." But I got nothing from them. just a mere "Okay". But not you guys. I post the same histories and I get comments saying all sots of nice things. And better yet I get comments like "Keep them comeing". You guys are what really motivates me to keep going on the research and wanting to learn more. Really from the other person I should be getting the motivation more, but I don't. They have even forgotten that I have done them and tried to tell me to do them and I had to remind them that I did it already and they already had it. I just don't understand why they can not see that I have worked hard on those histories and leave me unapprecited. It hurts me so much that I want to just say screw it all and never talk to them again. I am a very sensative person which is a really bad thing, becouse you do not have to do much to hurt my feelings. and this person certainly has done so. But not you guys. I really really enjoy you all and the frinedships I have gotten from joining this site.

Ceena. My lovely Ceena. You are a great freind. When I took that long break you were one of the ones who was really concerned. You made sure I was okay and hadn't died or something. You always give me such great words of encouragement. You were one of the ones who gave me inspiration to write again. I had lost that imaginative part of me and you awoke it with your writing and the praise you gave me on my writing.

Donna H. you have really been a great friend here. You were one of the first friends I had on Gather when I joined. You have commented on most likely 90% of my articles and always sound like you enjoyed them. We both have so much in common and you leave me wishing you lived closer so that we could start a paranormal group ourselves. You are so nice and supportive and I just really wanted to point you out as a very special friend.

Now that I have pointed out those two does not mean that all the rest are not important. You all are really important it's just those two I have gotten closer to. You all mean a lot to me and I would not want to loose any of you, and I look forward to getting even closer to all of you and getting a true friendship from you all.

Oh yes but the most important frined here is my sister Terri whom you all know as Aubrey. She is the one who showed me the site and talked me into coming over here and ever since that day I have been hooked. She always tries to comment on all of my stuff and show her love. She is by far one of the best sisters and friend any girl could have and I love her so much. Without her I really would be feeling down all the time. She cheers me up just simply by calling or commenting on here. So Terri thank-you for being so great to me. I am proud to say I am your baby sister.

So in all THANK-YOU from the bottom of my heart to all of you! I treasure all of my frinedships here, and may there be even more in the future.