So Empty

Oh, I'm so sorry. I know that this is a hard loss to process. It's hard. It's hard to mourn the loss of a baby you never got to hold. It took me a long time to deal with it...and the sadness came a few months after the loss. I wish I could blaze up I-5 and give you a hug.

I am so sorry I know how you feel when I lost Justin my son I lost stillborn at 8 1/2 months I felt so lost and empty. It does get better however I will say still on October 16th I go to the cometary and I do a lot of crying.

Racheal...I know how you feel, but please know that what happened is not your fault. When I lost my baby, I was plagued with those same feelings of guilt. Maybe if I had done this....or not done that. Maybe if I had eaten healthier, excercised more...

But now I know that it was just something horrible that happened, and nobody's fault. I don't know if you've tried this. But when I lost my baby, my husband and I got 2 journals...one for him and one for me. Everyday we wrote a letter to each other in our journal...and talked about our feelings in regard to losing our baby. This was a good outlet for all of those feelings inside. You don't even have to share it with each other if you don't want to. For some reason, making it a letter to someone made it easier to start writing. And once I started to write, all of those feelings and tears would just come pouring out. We ended up with 2 filled journals filled with heartache, anger, and ultimately peace. Just an idea in case you want to give it a try....HUGS. I will keep you in my prayers.

Oh honey, this was not your fault! Have you looked around for a grief support group? The hospital might be able to help you find one. I know this is a very difficult time for you. HUGS ...

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. My granddaughter just lost her baby on March 2. She got to hold him, but he only lived for seconds. Born way too early.
It has left a huge hole in our hearts. I do not know what advice to give you, but others here have provided well.
I do beadwork and made all the immediate family 'memorial' bracelets with Regan's name on them.
A hug for you!

please try not to blame yourself. you'll become sick with grief and your other children need you. be prayerful.

I am so sorry you are feeling this way. I will keep you in my prayers.

I am very sad and sorry for you loss.. Try to stay positive and trust that it all happens for a reason.

oh dear Racheal... i'm soo sorry for your loss...
there is nothing i can do but pray for you...
God bless you always...

:( you are in my prayers!

I know it's a little late to tell you this, but better late than never, right? I'm so sorry you lost your babies. My heart goes out to you and I will keep you in my prayers!!! Racheal, if you feel like talking, you can private message me, k!!

Just sending hugs to you. I know all I wanted after losing my babies was just to be hugged and held and cry.

~HUGS~ It wasn't your fault Rachael. Please don't blame yourself. I know that other people's words can't change how you feel, but please know that this was not your fault and there's nothing lyou could have done to avoid it.

I lost a baby in 2004 and I know that you go through a long period of blaming yourself when it's not your fault. For me, what gets me through it is knowing that my baby is in God's arms. I feel that she was so special, God just couldn't wait to hold her, so that's why she's in Heaven and not with me.

I think that's what happened with your boys too. They were so special and God needed them in Heaven. I know that nothing anyone says can make you feel better, but I hope you know you are in our thoughts and prayers.

((Hugs)) I can't say I know how you feel because I have never had to go through this. I'll keep you in my prayers.

You are in my prayers.

Bless your heart sweetie~ You are in our thoughts and prayers! May God Be with you~!

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