How is it possible that I managed to find someone that would be willing to support me in whatever I want to do - even to the extent of picking up and moving wherever I want - and paying - for me to go to grad school?
He is so proud of me.... and so supportive.... and willing to give - and give up - SO much ...
I can't wrap my head around it.
It doesn't feel at all real.
I'm afraid to trust it.
And of course, the slightest incling that I'm afraid to trust it is enough to hurt his feelings.
I need to shut up.


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And you should be able to get some money from the schools to go to grad school also....
We should just quit trying to reason it out and enjoy it while it lasts.
Shut up and trust it, you lucky lady!
I could find it really tempting to agree with everyone else on this thread... that would probably be the best... especially since I don't know you.
But you wrote this, (at least partly), because there is something unsettling about what is being proposed. It is good that you are looking at it and asking questions.
It is a process... and it seems you are well on your way to working through it.
Best to you.