My life is consumed by talk of trivial topics,
I feel so numb, is there anything that matters
the darkness of night engulf all light
the blackness confuses my clarity of thought
faster and faster, I feel like I'm falling
fear and uncertainty are all that i know
I begin to wonder if i ever knew anything
i want to wake up o.k but don't know how
powerless, I watch my life spin out of control
I'm exhausted and trapped, mind body and soul
helpless i see myself slowly fading away
and wish that id wake up invisible someday
broken and bruised, destined to die anguished and alone
my heart once eager to love now hardens to stone
my youth has vanished under bloody stains
an ominous haze of memories is all that remains
i have no idea when i wrote this, i'd totally forgotten about it.. my husband was going through his wallet the other day and found it in there.
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usually we just emailed them to each other, but apparently i wrote this one down and gave it to him.
if you look back at some of my previous articles, you can read about the darker times in my past. if you're not interested, don't worry about it
That was sooooooo moving! It's like you looked right inside of me and described how I sometimes feel! That was fantastic! Thank you!